school rants + wips

  • life
school has been very frustrating and tiring.. they keep on giving us so many test and homeworks fffff
ughhh seriously, too much homeworks makes your head explode "OTL
I wish I had more holidays, I really need a break from all these things QAQ
FFFFF I don't know what they're thinking but on the 21st (hari Kartini), they told us that we have to wear our traditional clothes to school....

.... GODAMMITBSDAAFSADMABNFA WHAT TIME DO THEY THINK I SHOULD WAKE UP JUST TO WEAR A SONGKET QAQ and I can't imagine how hot it would be to wear traditional clothes to school "OTL
For some reason I really feel like skipping school on that day but I don't I'll be able to do so since there will be a math test on the same day (I SWEAR THEY'RE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE HNNNGGGG)



So anyways,I keep on forgetting what to do these days, I think I should start making a to-do-list
....and here are my WIPS for today-- /SHOT


random drawing with random a random character, making the lineart was a pain but I was actually quite surprised that it turned out to look quite clean and crisp..
I've always enjoyed coloring hairs whenever I CG something, it's really fun ahahaha *v*
and so, I'm dedicated to make a decent background for this drawing... though I cannot guarantee that I'll be able to finish this (I might end up deleting it just like all the other drawings I've been doing after I feel unsatisfied about how it turned out in the end "OTL)


my OCs from a *cough*comic*cough* I've been doing =A=;;
this was actually a doodle that turned out to be a CG experiment.. ahahaha yes, I tried coloring lineless 8D
it was fun and so much faster to color 'cause I don't need to make any friggin lineart *v* <333
I might change my coloring to lineless if I feel more comfortable with this style
I'm not really sure if I'll be able to finish this since there are actually so many characters in this drawing but we'll see (if I don't procrastinate, this will take a few more days? idk)


ok, I think I should try finishing my history project.. I have to prepare on a presentation, but thankfully it isn't an individual work, I'll go slave on my friends to do it lolol
oh god, I wish I could stop slacking so much "OTL
--no wait.. I think I should just go to sleep for now;;


  • life
so I heard the news from my dad,
we're going to move around the month of June-August

I feel kinda sad and somewhat anxious lol
but eh, what can I do... It's not that I'm really unhappy about it or anything
well, if it's true then that means I'm free from the burden of UAN lolol /SHOT
oh god, but idk;;
I'm so confused ;A;

jhadbhajvaghsfbhj OK I'LL STOP MY RANTING, SORRY "OTL